so tired....

Tonight is our first overnighter at our project house. The floors are finally getting sanded. I'm not doing it... Brian doesn't trust me with power tools. He really shouldn't either, I always break things. I really can't believe how fast this whole thing is going. I just hope that every thing is actually ready for us to move in when we finally have too (two weeks). Next week is going to be really stressful, Brian gets to go on a business trip for about 4 days. He is leaving me here with a list that is a mile long and expects it all to be done before he gets back. Right. How am I going to accomplish anything by myself with my three kids. Most of it is painting, the ceiling is twelve feet high, but I am only five feet tall, even if I stand on a ladder I still won't be able to reach it. I think that I will just hire some Mexicans' to paint the house for me.

kids.....

Three days ago, my darling 2 year old dumped a cupful of water on to the keyboard of the laptop, it stopped working. Since it has had time to dry out, the keys work, but when I turn it on the laptop on it screams at me for about 2 minutes and the screen goes to crap. I figured out that I have to shake it for it to go back to normal... Brian's just pissed about the whole situation.

Reese has all of a sudden gotten really mouthy. Example, last week we went to Walmart, I get her out of the van and do my usually speech about spanking her if she runs away, breaks anything, etc... She responds to me saying that the cops will take me away if I spank her... I told her that the cops will come and take her away if they see her being naughty in the store.

The other day we were working on the house and I hear Kailyn crying, so I go to check on her and I pass Reese sitting in the fireplace breaking the tiles and crumbling them into pieces. I lost it I started screaming at her and Brian runs in the room because he thinks that I am going to kill her, takes her aside and asks her why she would do such a stupid thing. Her response was that she thought that the tiles were ugly and didn't want them there anymore.

My mom said Reese is payback for what I put her through when I was younger...